I notice that I think a lot about my stories, but not about my life in general. There are a lot of things that I realize I complain about, but never actually do anything. I'm tired of being the one that just talks. I know that one of the reasons I don't act on things is the fear of failure/rejection. Dynamic Image especially. There are so many things I want to do regarding my stories and sometimes I feel like I'm alone. I started this dream of a publishing company and now I feel pressure. It's not only my stories and my hard work but the hard work of five other individuals that really mean a lot to me. I see the same aspirations and struggles in each of us and I want so much to change that for us. I know that God gave me this unshakably passion for a reason and that I should have faith in His plan for me, but I can't help but to wonder, what happens if...?
I know that I worry too much. I know that I need to just let God work in my life. It's just so much easier to worry, as backwards as that may seem. Sometimes I feel that my efforts with Dynamic Image or whatever I do, go un-noticed. But then I have to remember that my reward is not something earthly.
Getting off of my tangent, I've decided that the only thing I should fear is God, out of respect. Failure does not exist for me because with God all things are possible. We say that a lot but how many of us actually mean it? There are so many things that He is doing for me personally right now that I have no choice but to believe it.
In any case, it's time to get the ball rolling. Dynamic Image will be two years old in a couple of months and I want to have something to show for it. I just have to pray that those involved are all as passionate as I am. If not, I pray that God handles it...
May 13, 2008
Time to Act Right
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Girl, the sermon of what-if is always scary. Don't worry about it. Keep pushing. You can do it! Shutting up now.
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