Deadlines

Last night at midnight, my alarm on my phone went off. I wasn't sure why but when I picked the phone up, my heart dropped. "AVA'S STORY SHOULD BE FINISHED" flashed across my screen. I closed my eyes and realized that it had been five or six weeks since I set the alarm. I sighed once I admitted to myself that I hadn't worked on Ava's Story since I set the alarm.

It was supposed to be done today. I was supposed to be happy, thanking God that I had finally finished it, but it wasn't finished. It was still in the same place it had been and I wanted to cry because of it.

I have become way too lazy. So what that I have 18 hours at school and at least 34 hours a week at work. So what that even when I get off I have to clean up or do something. So what that I barely get enough sleep. Ava's Story should be done.

My focus has completely swifted from writer to CEO and I am not feeling it right now. I have to stop worrying about the inactivity of everyone (including myself) and focus on why I started Dynamic Image in the first place. If I don't finish Ava's Story, there will be no Dynamic Image.

I just hate to give up like others. I refuse to let my personal obstacles come in the way of my dream. I have to finish.