Hurts to Know

Most times, I understand when I am in a situation that I should not be in. I see my faults, the faults of others involved and I see the clear solution of eliminating the problem. Yet, like a fool, I stay. Its very demoralizing to know what to do and not do it. Why is it so hard for us as human beings to do what needs to be done? Why do we wait on others to do it? In this situation, I don't want to let go. I want things to work, yet I feel as if I'm not up to the standards. Part of me doesn't understand and another part of me knows that if I do this for him, like I've done so many other things in our past, I'll regret it. I'm praying that God reveals His plan for this situation soon. I'm not sure how much more I can take...

It hurts to know that after so long, after so many promises, after so many dreams...I may not be the one.